It is now April............no April showers yet and to be honest I am a tad disappointed. I actually like the rain. The rain helps clear away the muss and dirt from winter and it also helps clear my head. The snow is now gone but the grass is still looking rather brown. It describes my mood.
I must be going through some kind of midlife crisis. I can't decide what to do with my life but I know I must do something..........I am in desperate need of huge change. I want to clean out my life.
The house seems rather big and empty and expensive for just me and Terry to be living in. Kaitlin still makes the basement her home but she is only here to sleep and to change her clothes. Not that I mind, I like the quiet. After 20 years of having kid noise all the time, the peace and quiet of my mind has been very relaxing.
Terry and I went to look at a condo the other night. I really liked it and was ready to move right in. Unfortunately Terry hated it.....no place for all his "stuff". His stuff is what is driving me crazy about this house. After one room gets filled, he starts filling up another room. I tried Flylady for decluttering but Terry gets very upset when I throw out his stuff.
What does all this stuff mean? Is there something wrong with me that I am not sentimental and don't want to keep anything? I am more happy with empty space than with anything else.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
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